Went shopping with my husband and we entered a shop only for me to leave 5 seconds later as I thought I was going to cry.
And than people getting in my way I was getting pretty angry.
I find talking about it stressful so I shut down and say nothing.
Had to get the bus home and my husband was worried sick as my anxiety was showing and I was very restless.
This doesn't happen every time but I worry about leaving my house.
if im left on my own at a party or even a family gathering i have to leave or i will explode ,i feel people are looking at me or expect me to do or say something,it puts me off going to gatherings and parties
yeah I never thought I'd find people such hard work and especially my family.
But I find all gatherings such hard work I just want my mountain of cushions, my sofa and my fur babies.
I get them too hun. Antidepressants really do help. You need to speak to your gp. It would be the best for you. There's a lot of stigma attached to antidepressant but honestly they really do help. X
You need to be on an antidepressant. I used to have horrible mood swings and I didn't leave my house for five years, you don't won't to go that far. So get help, please!!
@A MyFibroTeam Member I am like that at times I leave early if I have to go to family gatherings.
I find I am not a people person which is strange as I always was before all this