Wow, I have the same problems with my boyfriend of 19 years, 3x I was packed up and ready to go, but getting around to doctors & groceries & picking up prescriptions, and him talking me out of it cause I was terrified to go back to a big city life, I made a mistake and STAYED with him,
A BIG mistake!!! I eventually learned that I can start over even at my age (still scary) but starting a NEW life can bring us happiness and maybe PAIN RELIEF, so I'm on my 4 time on trying to leave, but a psychologist told me that w/emotional or domestic abuse it can take a women up to 7 times to leave, Good Luck
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I live alone with fibromyalgia...and i can tell you...you will cope ..its about getting the help to move through this transition. Your environment right now ...will spiral your illness to the point you will be able to function.
You can have a life where you will thrive...and put yourself and your health first.
Sending you strength and love x

You know what to do...leave, make a plan, find support and Go!! You need to be safe and secure in a healthy environment. Best of luck sending 💜 healing, pain free thoughts your way. 💜💜

Thank you guys so much .it means a lot to me as i feel totally alone and its made me realise me and Mr Gibbs (cat) can do this big move and start living again.

I’m married too, hubby is just a narcissistic hoarder and my pretty house looks awful now. We don’t sleep together, in fact he moved his bed down into what was the family room. I have been looking at apartments but I’m afraid to be sick and alone. Plus my dr is near here. I have the same fears you are experiencing I think.