You can do so much to help yourself but you must force yourself to do it until it becomes a part of you again. We all hit a low at some point and I've learned that first you have to help yourself before anyone can or will help you. So, get yourself out of bed, shower and dress like you are going on a very important job interview ( even if you don't have an interview). I am going to give you some "tough love" my dear and it is meant to get you moving and out of your funky depression or self pity. Okay, get mad at me if that is what it takes to get you moving. You are a beautiful person and you are loved by our Heavenly Father, your family and friends so get a move on. Love yourself, forgive yourself and decide here and now you can do this. Feed your mind with positive thoughts and get rid of the negative, every time a negative thought comes to mind replace it with a positive one. It takes practice but it can be done. They say practice makes perfect so hop to it. You are stronger than you realize so push for it. Prove to yourself and every one who thinks negatively of you you are better than they think you are and you CAN prove to yourself(First) and others they are all wrong ( it also doesn't really matter what they think but for practice sake prove them WRONG). No one is 100% perfect BUT we all strive to be as perfect as we can be. Practice, practice, and practice some more. Prayers and hugs for each day to be better than yesterday, each week better than last week and keep on keeping on. All this is in the hope to motivate you into positive action. Please keep in touch and let us know how you are doing we are all here for you 24/7 and want only the best for you. Be strong and be positive.

I'm so sorry... But I have been in that spot and you just have to keep moving. If you could find a free clinic they could help you get the meds you need from the dry company. they free programs and I beg you would be a good fit for them.
Don't give up, you may go into remission like I did.
Praying for you!

@A MyFibroTeam Member, can you apply for medicaid in your town? Is there a free clinic in your town? Or social services? There should be something somewhere you can start. Just never ever give up! As I was telling someone else about this book The Purpose Driven Life by Rick Warren saved me, see if your library has a copy. Let me know okay? We are here for you 24/7 okay. Tons of prayers and gentle hugs keep in touch. Maybe my purpose is to help others find their purpose.

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So sorry that You have been going through such a hard time.

Maybe you can talk to Welfare Agency that might be able to help you with seeing a Doctor.

Don't Give Up On Yourself. Go and see a Welfare Officer or a Hospital Counselor to try and get help. Be Honest with them and tell them what you have been through.

Sending Prayers that God will send the help that You need.

Blessings Gentle Hugs Lots of Love Margi 💖💜💖 XXX

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Do not give in to so much negative self talk. Acknowledge and redeem yourself! You are worth more than any label a doctor, a job, or even yourself could ever give you. Find something you CAN do and do it until you can do 2 things. One step at a time. Forgive yourself.